Find Some Time to do Something
i wouldnt be surprised if they all have more fun when im not around. i join the call out of complete fomo because to some extent they are literally everything i have. and i dont think they fully understand that. im so fucking pitiful i have to 247 talk to a group of people ive never even met before irl, they really are the only thing i feel like i have as friends, the fomo i get is so fucking bad im there almost every call event wahtever. i feel like theyr sick of me so they dont even say anything like i overthink it so hard like evrything else thats got me sobbing at the computer typing words words words words words words words words words blablablahblahblah.
