friend stuff
people say shit
i get mad
i get sad,
i feel like a giant pussy for being sad at the pointless harmless shit they say
i get mad
WOOOOOO CYCLE IT BABY FUCK YOU YEAHGHHHHHHH!!!!
i cant be happy with anyone there will always be issues ALWAYS. even when i love them. ive pushed so many people away. im just a fucking worthless idiot who cant even talk to you properly, i fuck up so much, everyday. and i still get mad at you like its all your fault. im so fucking sorry. there are some people. who will never talk to me again, thats ok.
i hear stuff, things people say. i listen, i almost understand there intentions, i think,,, but it still hurts sometimes.
like i feel like you meant that a lil, your true intention hiding underneath a passing comment or joke. i just, i think your fuckiTNG with me, or you hate me, or im taking things too seriously, i dont know THAT'S my fucking problem!
Some dickhead that i love (platonically lol) said its because were online and cant see each others faces. ummhhh haha hey um you fucking dipshit THAT CHANGES NOTHING!!!! YOU MAKING A DIFFERENT CHIMP FACE FOR HAPPY DOESN'T CHANGE THE SUBSTANCE OFt WHAT YOU JUST SAID!! IM STILL GONNA BE LIKE "huh did he really mean that or likr fuck... thats annoying" OR WAHTEVER!!! do you understand? no.